Warning! Super long post! The Squirrel is in a philosophical mood.
Last weekend was Easter and thoughts of all Christians (including me) was focused on the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ. However, two other deaths occurred over that weekend that made me ponder the whole issue of life and death. Or more specifically, how our view of life affects our view of death and vice versa.
At my church’s Good Friday service, one of the thoughts that we meditated on was the fact that Jesus told his disciples that when he went to Jerusalem for the Passover Festival, he would be arrested and he would be killed but in spite of that, he went anyway. A death wish? Christians sometimes say that Jesus was born to die.
All of us die, eventually. If we are born then we will die. But of Jesus it is believed that his whole life led to one purpose and that was to die on the cross for the sins of all mankind. (of course, on Easter, we celebrate his rising from the dead, victorious over death itself). But my point was that Jesus lived his life with the knowledge that his life’s ultimate purpose would be fulfilled by his death.
Please note that death was not something pleasant even for Jesus. He knew his death was going to be terrible and costly physically, mentally and spiritually; that is why he prayed “My Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me; nevertheless, not as I will, but as you will.” That is why he wept for Lazarus, his friend who had died, even though he knew he would raise Lazarus from the dead. Death is not a good thing.
However, Jesus willingly laid down his life for others because he saw his life purpose fulfilled with his death.
That led me to my first thought:- that we could face death with with more peace if we believed that our lives had purpose and we have lived it to the full.
Last Friday, I also learned about the death of one very sweet and very inspiring lady. Her name was Sharon and she died of cancer. The doctors had given her less than 6 months to live but she fought on for 21 months. She had her chemotherapy and suffered through the hair loss and nausea. She had periods when she was desperately ill and others where it seemed like she was almost untouched by the disease. But through even the worse of it, she was always ready with a smile and encouragement for those around her. In fact, her friends say that she smiled with her whole face.
And giving encouragement to others was just what she did. During those 21 months, she took care of her family and friends, ministering to those who had come to minister to her and she used her energy to set up a Cancer support group for patients and care givers that has been a blessing to several hundred people already.
This was a very special woman and I must add that her compassion for cancer victims did not start only when she herself was stricken by the disease but some 30 years earlier, she had already started to do voluntarily work which included raising money for disabled and abandoned children, and providing support for cancer patients who had their life savings swindled by con men offering fake cures. Her efforts made such an impression that she was given the keys to the city. Amazing achievements, I am sure you would agree but I never heard about any of this from Sharon herself. I only learned about it from the eulogies at her funeral – which only emphasizes just how rare a life Sharon lived.
She had fought the disease as much as she possibly could but she never stopped living life as she wanted to. She spent her last days spending time with her loved ones (including a couple of holidays), going out to eat her favorite foods (even when she was not able to eat more than a spoonful) and most of all, still serving and encouraging others.
But, as her life spark began to ebb for the final time, she was at peace. Death did not scare her because she was confident in her faith that God who had been with her though it all was ready to lead her to everlasting life after death.
This led me to my second reflection; if we have hope beyond death, we are able to enjoy life to the full and still be able to let go when the time comes and not cling on to life in desperation and fear.
This is the antidote to the unhappy state that is referred to by the poet, Dylan Thomas, when he wrote these poignant but sad lines about his dying father;
Do not go gentle into that good night, Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
The tragedy of the sinking of the Korean ferry is very much in the news; a tragedy made worse by the fact that so many of the victims were young students from a High School near Seoul. At the moment of this posting, 104 have been confirmed dead and 198 are still missing. This is so very sad. My thoughts and prayers go out to the families and friends of all who have perished.
However, it was the story about the school vice-principle that really touched me. He was one of the 174 fortunate ones that were picked up and rescued from the sinking ferry. He had been brought back on land. He had been given a second chance at life.
He was found a couple of days later hanging from a tree. Apparently, he had committed suicide. He was given a second chance at life and he chose to end it.
Why did he do it? I am sure he felt he had his reasons. It could have been from a sense of responsibility as he had organised the school trip. It could have been through a sense of fear of the anger of the bereaved parents; how could he face them? It could have been through a sense of guilt; why did he survive when so many young people died? I don’t know what was going through his mind that he thought he had to end his life.. It may seem that he had wasted his second chance but I don’t blame him or judge him. I am just sorry that there was no one there for him at that moment when he needed help.
But as I thought about it, I came to my third reflection; when we have no more hope in life, then death is welcomed.
Now most of us don’t think much about death and dying cause we are too busy with living and death seems distant. But I think death sets the context and helps us understand life just as we cannot really understand and appreciate light if we have not experience darkness, sweetness if we haven’t experience sourness etc.
I know I have been incredibly reflective and sombre. Thank you for sticking with me if you have made it this far down the post. I guess what I have been trying to say is that we need to examine our understanding of the end of life so that we can live our lives wisely. I always say that my one wish is to “die happy” cause that must mean that I look back at my life without regret and look forward with hope.
A fire blazes bright and warm,
Where darkness once held reign,
It lights the garden of my heart,
Through wind, clouds and rain.
Where once I wondered at the sky
where flickering stars glitter bright
my eyes, my soul now inward cast
at dancing flames and laughing light
And in its glow, I dare to dream
To rise beyond earthly bounds
To soar on spirit wings and hope
To the symphony of nightly sounds
A fire blazes bright and warm
Within the sanctuary of my heart
At peace, I in slumber rest
Assured that I am under its guard
1962 and the world faced possible oblivion
It was the year of nuclear confrontation
Superpowers facing off over missiles in Cuba
It was the pinnacle of Cold War drama.
While for the first time on the movie screen
James Bond, on service to Her Majesty the Queen
Fights Dr. No while drinking vodka martini
And still has time to romance the ladies.
The world was doing the Twist with Chubby Checker,
The Beatles took on Ringo Starr as drummer
The Telstar made possible trans-Atlantic broadcasting
And Rachel Carson raised the alarm about Silent Spring.
A small town girl named Norma Jean
Came to Hollywood to fulfill her dreams
But the world of fame has its dark and soul sapping side
And in 1962, Marilyn Monroe slipped into the night
Into this year, I was born on the 13th September
The doctor spanked me and made me holler
And since then I have been ready to expect
The good and the bad out of this strange life.
Altogether, methinks that 1962 was quite the year.
Some songs just seem to have a global appeal. They spread their wings and touch hearts far beyond their own country’s borders. Guantanamera is one such song. It was originally written in 1929 by Jose Fernandez Diaz and was about a beauty from Guantanamo who spurns the singer’s advances. However, it was when Julian Orbon paired the song with lyrics adapted from the first poem of the collection ” Versos Sencillos” (Simple Verses) by Cuban poet and independence hero, Jose Marti, that it rapidly rose to the status of unofficial Cuban national anthem.
Even in Malaysia, we used to learn to sing this song at schools and universities. We sang it at gatherings, at picnics and at campfire. This is a little surprising as most Malaysians don’t know any Spanish, let alone how to pronounce Spanish lyrics. We have little historical contact with Spain and almost none with Cuba. Yet most Malaysians when I was growing up knew and loved the song.
But I knew nothing about the meaning of the song or about Jose Marti until I chanced across a performance of the song by Pete Seeger on the radio. Suddenly, the song became more than just a chant beside a campfire, it really touched the soul with its search for freedom, its yearning for peace and its willingness to forgive. Few poems have moved me as much especially knowing that Jose Marti died shortly after, as a result of living true to his beliefs.
It took me a very, very long time to find a video of that same performance by Pete Seeger. Hope you enjoy his rendition and his explanation of the song as well as the words below.
Vodpod videos no longer available.
I am a truthful man, From the land of the palm trees. Before dying, I want to Share these poems of my soul.
My poems are soft green, But they are also flaming crimson. My poems are like a wounded fawn, Seeking refuge in the forest.
I cultivate a white rose In June and in January For the sincere friend Who gives me his hand.
And for the cruel one who would tear out This heart with which I live. I cultivate neither thistles nor nettles I cultivate a white rose.
With the poor people of this earth, I want to share my fate. The little streams of the mountains Pleases me more than the sea.
A kind soul inquired after me,
Seeking news of the beach bum wannabe,
“This child of the wind, sand and sea,
This free spirit, How fares he?
As he dreams beneath the coconut trees”
But lo, behold the beach bum squirrel isn’t there,
Rocked by the breeze, the hammock swings bare
Awoken by the tweet of the modern bugle blare
He was ripped from the peace and nary a care
And now he’s running around like the Mad March Hare
This week has come upon me like a devil wind,
I’ve had to do all sorts and manner of things,
Seen doctors, lawyers and I’ve bailed someone out,
And even my casual work is pressing and piling up
With no beach for frolicking nor time for bumming,
That for a beach bum is completely and utterly shocking.
I started blogging in October 2006. My goodness, has it been that long? The reason I started was that I had a friend who wanted to start up a blog but procrastinated for months and so I challenged him to a race to see who could get a blog up and running first. I won. He lost and later lost interest. I, however was hooked; especially by the wonderful new friends I was making. Now over the years, some of my good blogging friends have faded, pulled away by the demands of real life and one has even gone to a better place. I miss them all. But there are a few friends that I have had since I took those early blogging footsteps and whom I am still in happy contact today.
As early as December 2006, I stumbled upon Kat and her blog “Stay at Home Kat“. I had been looking to read a blog of someone with an interest in nature and natural history. Kat can best be described as a fan, follower and practitioner of science and a friend of all living things. She reigns over a charmed piece of woodlands near Atlanta, Georgia which she has called the wonderful kingdom of Kamama. She is my Renaissance woman poster girl. Her posts feature and showcase her love for nature. She is interested and knowledgeable in astronomy,bird watching, falconery, insects, pandas, reptiles, amphibians…..etc. Did I mention snakes? She was for many years a volunteer at the Atlanta Zoo for the Birds of Prey Show and is currently a member and supporter of the Georgia Aquarium. She’s also from the Food and Hospitality industry. Yum.
Kat has a particular passion for butterflies and plants milkweed so as to make Kamama an officially recognized way-station for Monarch Butterflies as they fly north from their wintering grounds. Occasionally, she even acts as a foster parent and protect insect cocoons until they hatch. Kat shares Kamama with two ginger cats and a dog, Taylor and many of her posts will deal with their antics and their interaction with other animal denizens of the kingdom.
During one of our earliest exchanges, Kat posted a mystery about how there was an abundance and predomination of fallen oak leaves near one side of her house when the nearest oak tree was a great distance away and immediately round her house were maple trees. She was making scientific postulations about the movement of air currents and rainfall patterns to explain the phenomena. I replied saying that as a scientist, I believed that the simplest explanation was that she had pixies in her garden. For a long while after, she doubted that I was a real scientist. I think finally she decided that I was a jester dressed in a lab coat pretending to be a scientist .
We had our friendly disagreements over discussions on evolution. We also both went through a bad spell together when we each had to fight off the bears in our back yards (kind of an insider joke, you’d have to read a lot of old posts to get to the bottom of that one). Anyway, our friendship has continued to grow and strengthen. Who would have thought it possible for a Kat and a squirrel?!?
In another meeting of fates, both of us made important life-changing decisions last year. Although happy with the decision, Kat has been adjusting to a new way of life and lately has felt a little down and lonely. So I would ask if you could drop in on Kat, Taylor and the ginger cats and the whole menagerie at Kamama and say a warm “Hello”. Visit for awhile and enrich your mind. Kat may even teach you how to “samba”. To visit just click here.
Pixies, Kat and Dog,
All live in Kamama on the edge of town
A Monarch wayside stop
A sanctuary for animals from all around
On this here Kamama ground
(By LGS; Sung to the tune of “Gypsies, Tramps and Thieves)
Who will stand for the weak, the powerless and the downtrodden?
Who will stand against injustice but for the rights of the minorities?
And who will weep for them who gave it all for others?
These modern-day knights slained by the dragon of intolerance,
Sacrificed on the altar of bigotry and hatred.
Will you weep? Will you light a candle for them?
Will we keep the light burning bright.
For the poor, the downtrodden and the fallen knights.
(Fallen Knights by LGS)
Two days ago, Shahbaz Bhatti, the Pakistan Government Minister for Religious Minorities, was ambushed by three gunmen as he was on his way to attend a cabinet meeting after visiting with some poor constituents. The only Christian minister in the Pakistan Cabinet, his car was stopped by the gunmen who then opened the passenger door and sprayed the interior with bullets. The Taliban has claimed responsibility.
Just a month earlier, Salmaan Taseer, the Muslim Governor of Pakistani Punjab and a co-supporter of his views, was killed by one of his own bodyguards. Sadly, Taseer’s killer, although under arrest, has been feted by many as a hero; even by some of the police. Both Bhatti and Taseer were singled out for punishment because they were pushing for a reform of Pakistan’s blasphemy law, reform in the application of Syariah law and because of their support for the release of Aasia Bibi, a Christian mother of five who is under death sentence under the Blasphemy law.
The Blasphemy Law makes it a capital offence to insult the Prophet Muhammad. Some may argue that this is against the principle of free speech but of greater concern is that Human Rights observers report that it is often invoked by one party to settle rivalries, feuds and disputes. In the case of Aasia Bibi, there was already a long standing feud between Bibi and a neighbor over some property damage. Then in June 2009, Bibi, who worked as a farm hand, was asked to fetch water for her fellow workers to drink. When she came back, some of her Muslim co-workers refused to drink claiming that being a Christian, she had made the water “unclean”. Some arguments ensue. Later a mob descended on her home and started beating her and her family. The police came to her rescue but after listening to the villagers, arrested and charged her under the Blasphemy Law. Bhatti and Taseer believed that the law had been misused to settle a score. Taseer had indicated that as Governor, he would likely pardon Bibi. Then he was assassinated.
Bhatti knew that he was a target. In fact, after Taseer’s assassination, he considered himself to be “the highest target right now”. Some of the country’s religious leaders had even publicly called for his death. He insisted on keeping to his work schedule and refused bodyguards, noting that it had done Taseer no good.
“I’m not talking about special security arrangements. We need to stand against these forces of terrorism because they’re terrorising the country. I cannot trust on security…. I believe that protection can come only from heaven, so these bodyguards can’t save you.” Bhatti said at the time.“
When informed by security officers that there was a plot to assassinate him, he did ask for a bulletproof car but strangely, he was never given one. He must have felt increasingly alone and exposed. He even made a video recording with instructions that it be sent to the BBC if he should be killed. He made a telephone call to a BBC correspondent before his death saying, ” They say there’s a terrorist plot to assassinate me. They’ve told me to be careful, but didn’t tell me anything else. I haven’t been given any extra security. It’s just the same as it has been since I became a minister. I have struggled for a long time for justice and equality. If I change my stance today, who will speak out? I am mindful that I can be assassinated any time, but I want to live in history as a courageous man.”
And so he gave his life for the cause of others. (“Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends.” John 15:13). Join me in remembering these brave men of principle and humanity, Shahbaz Bhatti and Saleem Taseer. One a Christian and another a Muslim, but both united in serving for the greater good of their community and especially for the disenfranchised and oppressed. Join me also in praying for their family and loved ones in this time of loss.
Post Script: Unfortunately, the move to reform the Blasphemy Laws seems to have been mortally wounded by Bhatti’s death. The government has reintegrated on the promise to push for reform. Without party support, member of parliament, Sherry Rehman, had to drop her reform bill and now she has had to disappeared from view due to concerns for her safety.
I wish I could write like this or …………… an excuse to pinch some poems from one of my favorite poet, writer and comic, the late Spike Milligan because I am too lazy to come up with an original post.
But seriously, he is an exceptionally creative mind and here are three of my favorite poems of his;
What happened to the boy I was?
Why did he run away?
And leave me old and thinking, like
There’d been no yesterday?
What happened then?
Was I that boy?
Who laughed and swam in the bund
Is there no going back?
Is there nothing?
A Silly Poem
Said Hamlet to Ophelia,
I’ll draw a sketch of thee,
What kind of pencil shall I use?
2B or not 2B?
Dr. O’Dell, fell down the well
And broke his collar bone
Which only goes to prove
That doctors should attend the sick
And leave the well alone
Viewing the World Through the Observation of Squirrels